... but I'm laying it down. Whenever I want to understand something I tend to research it to death. Google is my friend. I read and read and process and process. And not all of that is bad. It's saved us some money when we were researching to purchase something.

But in this case... I am going to do it less because...
"Whose report will you believe? We will believe the report of the Lord." I'm not talking about denial. I'm talking about the idea that just because in 58% percent of patients this or that happened doesn't mean that that is God's report for Allen. God has already amazed many for raising Allen from near death. I believe he will continue to finish His work on him.

The confusion Allen has been experiencing is disconcerting. Professionals tell me it is very normal for this response. Most come out of it, a few don't. Well, Allen is not most or a few. He is God's son and called according to God's purpose and plan for him.

This is my prayer today. "That the God of our Lord Jesus Christ, the Father of Glory, may give unto Allen the spirit of wisdom and revelation in the knowledge of Him. The eyes of Allen's understanding being enlightened; that Allen may know what is the hope of his calling, and what the riches of the glory of his inheritance in the saints. And what is the exceeding greatness of his power to Allen who believes, according to the working of His mighty power, which he wrought in Christ, when he raised him from the dead, and set him at his own right hand in the heavenly places."

ps... no rhyme or reason for the picture... just my cutie, Erin, being silly to cheer me up.